Just noticed the unintentional shift in my posts going from happy to all sad and shit. I just need someone to slap me in the face and be like “cheer the fuck up!” or cuddle with me and reassure me that I have a long happy life ahead of me. Even if I end up with 50 cats. Lol.

I hope you remember how ‘stressful’ it was to be in a relationship with me once you realize you made a mistake.

It’s weird but I’m super okay with this break up. At first I wasn’t. And of course I’m still a little sad. However, I realize that I can’t keep doing this. Playing this game. I need to focus on myself and my future. I’m glad things ended on a good note and we can still be friends. But I’m tired of being pushed away. I don’t need to deal with that. No matter how logical the reason is.

Shits about to get real. I’m lonely. :(

There’s a difference between being a healthy weight and being sick. If you look like you just crawled out of a concentration camp its more likely to be the latter. That isn’t sexy nor expected of you. Take a step back and realize that going from one extreme to another isn’t necessarily an improvement.

I just wanted to say thank you. Thank you for who you are and for who you’ve helped me to become. I truly love you. I have faith in us this time and I hope that you do too. I know regardless of the outcome I will never regret meeting you or being with you. You’ve helped me to grow in so many ways and I can only hope that one day i can return the favor.

I honestly don’t know what to do anymore. I want to help but idk how. I want to prove to you that everything’s gonna be alright but idk how. I want to make you happy but idk how. I want to show you that you aren’t broken, that there are millions of things to live for and be happy about, but idk how. Why do I have to be so useless..I want to hold you and tell you to just let it all out. I want to take your hand and just run away from everything that’s hurting you. But all I can do is sit here and tell you how much I love you and that everything has the potential to get better as long as you love yourself too. See yourself the way I see you

Lmao. What kindof bitch buttdials you and leaves you a voice mail about them getting fired. and thennn after you ask them-nicely-to delete your number they tell you to go suck your boyfriends dick. Maybe i will.the best part is that when you said ‘night night nigga’ i totally thought of kevin heart.

First day of fall semester is tomorrow:] It feels good. I feel productive/accomplished. hopefully this feeling lasts throughout my years of college. 

Im pretty sure I stress out about more things than anyone in the entire world does. fuck. Its like I either think too much or I have to keep myself from thinking about things at all. hmph. Idk what to do..

Yesterday all of my woes were disposed of. I can finally be happy again while all of the pieces of my life fall back into place. 

I just want to be happy and lately it seems like I’ve experienced every range of emotion besides genuine happiness. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not depressed or anything. Just not exactly happy.

..was bittersweet. I found out I passed all of my classes. But my boo moved all the way to oviedo. Hmph. Its gonna suck that hes so far but at the same time i know it’s whats best for him.